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Yesterday, Rio went to Cebu. His main reason for going there is to look for a job, earn money, and save enough cash to get us married. He said he won’t be coming back until all this is done. Now as I think about his reason for leaving, I now begin to understand that he did this not for his own benefit, but for us.

So now, I resort back to writing my emotions on “pen and paper”. For 3 long years, we’ve NEVER been away from each other for too long. And as I think of the things that could happen with this long distance relationship, I can’t help it but be scared of the unknown.

From hereon, prepare yourself for a series of sentimental notes and poems that I dedicate solely to us and to our love.

A day has passed since you stepped away from my side
And on a ship to Cebu, you went for a ride
These silent tears I painfully tried to hide
Why has the world have to be this wide?

I think of how I’d survive another night
With only endless darkness within my sight
Thinking of the demons gives me a total fright
Unlike when I’m with you, I always feel the light.

The bed is empty and the sheets are cold
The silence deafens me and I feel like mold
I wish you were here to have and to hold
We could stay that way forever or until we grow old.

But for now all I have is a damp, hardened pillow
This bitter truth is so painful to swallow-
That I’d be alone tonight and tomorrow
So for now in my tears, I continue to sit and wallow.

It’s been a long day and I thank the good Lord that I have survived.. I just wish he was here right now so I won’t feel like mold…

God.. help me make it through the night.. =(